When Everyday Is A Fulfilling Jubilee…
Life Becomes An Everlasting Embodiment Of Celebrations
I received many messages regarding the vivid nature of the “moments” I lived during the last holidays… Messages reflecting the essence of what seems to be a renewed spirit that allows me to embrace the “moment” of my life… Messages about the nature of my current fulfilling life as I daily choose to fully live it, regardless of the same usual suspects sweetly whispering “i love you” as they pressure me to dress myself with the cloaks of reclusive beliefs they don’t have the courage to dress themselves with… Peace is a fragile state of soul, but love is a powerful incarnation when grace is fully embraced… The last couple of months have been all about finding love and redefining my vision as such; being free of a deep freedom… the Saint Grail of modern society, pseudo philosophers and religious recruitment publicity campaigns… aren’t we all the same…? As some might see me as a universalist of some sort, and others sum up true love in a “let’s agree to disagree” kind of make-believe resolution, I simply turned my eyes towards the new dawn’s light… I profoundly know that the morning star is arising to shine on me, as the first breathes of the day are mine to define, craft and live by… It took me a long time to embrace such simple facts, but now, you are right, it’s by a renewed spirit that I’m embracing the “moment” of my life…
Curiously, some people used to say they’d rather be hated for who they truly are than be loved for who people want them to be… as true as those words could be… I say that personal “truth” is a commodity by which people bargain the measure of their own illusionary happiness… Rejecting other people’s “truths” then comes as a legitimization of the nature of what they need the world to be in order to feel at peace and free. But that, in fact, turned them into captive slaves of what other people might define, determine, believe and stand as what is the “truth”… Human nature’s vision of “truth” simply cannot exist without the confrontation of its opposite. In such extends, for most of us, “truth” is defined by this opposition, and not by a profound embodiment of what sets us free. Even if it comes as a major opposition for some, living the moment according to the vision I have of eternity is the profound state of soul I decided to embody… to live… love, redemption and grace… redeemed from guilt and make-believes… set free and living!
That being said, I truly had some fabulous and fulfilling holidays… inspiring moments and ecstatic jubilations. There’s nothing like unfolding an unexpected gift of love when it’s blissfully wrapped in a cheerful blessing of delight and sweetly tightened with colourful ribbons of exultation… and as I witnessed the hopeful whisper of light giving birth to a brand new dawn, daubing the shades of a new arising year, I thanked God as my life is the canvas of such wonders, from which every little spark of exultation and every piece of muse has yet to be revealed.
Those few words could have been a 2011 kiss goodbye type of personal elegy or some sort of a happy new year wishful embodiment. Well, what ever it is, let’s just say that I have never been so happy, to deeply breathe the essence of euphoria that is coming my way, revealing the nature of what life can be when it is lived intransigently to the fullest… yeah, I’m truly happy… who would have thought I could be that happy after years of desperation, trying to hold on. Letting go allowed me to fly in a way I never though I could.
2012 is already defining the colors of its fate, but whatever could be ahead for me, I’m ready to follow my own stream of color. Knowing that destiny evolves through the faith we have in the moment we live in and in the measure of trust with which we feed the light at our feet, revealing the hope coming our way. When everyday is a fulfilling jubilee, life becomes an everlasting embodiment of celebration… happy new dawn, birth colours are arisen… let’s define them all with faith and hope!!!
Love you all – Alex