{"id":44067,"date":"2024-02-01T09:45:57","date_gmt":"2024-02-01T14:45:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alexhenryfoster.com\/no-refresh-but-anew\/"},"modified":"2024-08-24T12:49:19","modified_gmt":"2024-08-24T16:49:19","slug":"no-refresh-but-anew","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alexhenryfoster.com\/fr\/no-refresh-but-anew\/","title":{"rendered":"[\u00c9dition 01] Non pas un rafra\u00eechissement mais un \u00ab renouveau \u00bb"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"44067\" class=\"elementor elementor-44067 elementor-43664\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-04367f9 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"04367f9\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\" 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https:\/\/alexhenryfoster.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_7257-web.jpg 900w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-fd3fec5\" data-id=\"fd3fec5\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4e5d42d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4e5d42d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Ce n\u2019est plus un secret pour personne que j\u2019aie eu \u00e9norm\u00e9ment de difficult\u00e9 \u00e0 quitter la Virginie, le d\u00e9c\u00e8s de MacKaye \u00e9tant l\u2019\u00e9l\u00e9ment affectif principal. Mais sous-jacent \u00e0 tout \u00e7a reposent les dommages \u00e9motionnels associ\u00e9s \u00e0 toutes ces ann\u00e9es que j\u2019ai pass\u00e9es dans ce que nous appelons notre \u00e9glise-studio\/QG. Je suis dans le processus d\u2019\u00e9crire un livre \u00e0 ce propos\u2026 Alors la simple id\u00e9e d\u2019avoir \u00e0 passer les 3 prochains mois ici \u00e9tait suffocante pour moi. Je peux intellectualiser et compartimenter autant que je le souhaite ; c\u2019est pour mon nouveau projet, c\u2019est un des meilleurs studios en Am\u00e9rique du Nord, \u00e7a passera rapidement, et j\u2019en sortirai grandi\u2026 Vrai \u00e0 tous points de vue. Mais j\u2019ai accept\u00e9 il y a longtemps que certaines blessures spirituelles ne gu\u00e9riront jamais en entier. Ce n\u2019est pas du fatalisme, c\u2019est la r\u00e9alit\u00e9, tout autant que c\u2019est un m\u00e9canisme de d\u00e9fense et une m\u00e9thode auto-impos\u00e9e de prot\u00e9ger mon \u00e2me de tout autre abus. Et en effet, ce fut difficile de mettre les pieds ici, peu importe \u00e0 quel point la c\u00e9l\u00e9bration d\u2019arriv\u00e9e fut incroyable. Cette sensation br\u00fblante et continue est trop vive pour pr\u00e9tendre qu\u2019elle n\u2019est pas l\u00e0 ; elle l\u2019est. \u00c7a aura pris un jour pour s\u2019installer\u2026 Leonard d\u00e9teste l\u2019endroit, ce qui ne m\u2019a pas aid\u00e9 \u00e0 trouver une v\u00e9ritable r\u00e9ponse logique \u00e0 \u00ab Que fais-je ici, v\u00e9ritablement ? \u00bb<\/p><p>Je me suis assur\u00e9 que tout le monde au QG sache que mes \u00e9motions n\u2019\u00e9taient en aucun cas attribuables \u00e0 leur pr\u00e9sence. Elles sont miennes, qu\u2019importe s\u2019ils avaient \u00e9t\u00e9 impliqu\u00e9s &#8211; ou pas &#8211; dans quelqu&rsquo;une des situations ayant caus\u00e9 mes souffrances encore \u00e0 ce jour. Cette douleur est enti\u00e8rement la mienne \u00e0 g\u00e9rer. Je ne suis simplement pas le genre de personne \u00e0 bl\u00e2mer les autres ou \u00e0 nourrir une amertume en \u00e9crivant le narratif qui r\u00e9pondrait \u00e0 ce que je souhaiterais faire de tout \u00e7a, aussi accommodant que cela puisse \u00eatre pour moi ou quiconque autre.<\/p><p>\u00ab Tu verras, Alex, ce sera comme un rafra\u00eechissement \u00bb, dirent les gens. 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